After baby...

I am blessed with a baby girl a week back. It was a c-section and the baby was delivered safely.
This post is not about what I wnet through when in labour or when I was operated with my eyes wide open, rolling around the room unable to move and thinking what would be going on with me.

It's about how I feel afterwards.

It's an amazing feeling to have a lil creature in ypour arms at the same time I feel more lonely. I can shed tears on everything. I feel like noone understands me and all that I went through.
I know all women give birth whether through natural birth or ceserean, For me it left a torturous memory of being seen by so many nurses and doctors. I don't know if anyone understands it...

Giving birth is a torturous procedure for me followed by a pleasant surprise. I feel so possesive about the baby.. every look at her gives me a feeling of joy and then when Im alone I cannot stop shedding tears! Why is it so, I myself cannot understand it.

I have this belly with scars, may be which will never heal. The pain that I wnet through after being operated, felt like I was lying in my grave unable to move my body. The pain I still feel while moving sometimes feel like dragging my dead corpse... The dark skin patches on my body, the weight gain... all feel so tortuorous.

My purpose is not to whine here about giving birth I want to know what exactly does a man go through while a female is expecting? I really feel like knowing how it feels to them. When we become the ugly hippo after bearing birth and they posses the kid being the proud father..

Does any guy understand how it feels...

I feel like life will never be the same again...