I wish Pink!!!

So far the best keep secret on my blog has been about my pregnancy. Although I told few of the blogging buddies but still, it wasn't disclosed.

Now that the time has flew and I'm counting days to hold the little one (and go through the labour pain! It's scary:P) I thought of letting the girls know about it.

So yes, I will be a mom in few days. (Gulp!) I just don’t believe it! Seems like life has moved pretty fast for me! I still feel like a baby being pampered and now the roles will have to change.
To tell you the truth, it is not very easy accepting the fact that you will have a baby in your life. Well, may be not always. But in my case, it was not. Life was somewhat you call a smooth ride and I was just too lost with the better half. Never felt any space for some one else.

But it happen. It had to happen! It was an unplanned pregnancy and came to us as a shock! Funny thing was that before we got married, we thought of having a baby after an year of spending time with each other and this thing God listened:)

So here I was holding the second pregnancy test strip in my hand, in utter disbelief (the first one was cursed to be desi made and hence I didn’t trust the result. And believe me would have tried third but hubby bought me only two:P)
We least expected the two lines on the strip!

I had mixed feelings could not just believe how it happened :P LOL! But either all those tests carried before were false or this one.
Didn’t sleep whole night, thought of getting abort and cursed my self for being so unthankful to God. Thought of accepting it as Allah's will and asked Him to give me the strength to bear and go through it successfully.

First few months were so busy (call them tough) that I hardly knew I was pregnant! I had long walks with grocery in hands, had to lift weight, packed, unpacked, traveled, again traveled … cut it short, never had a nausea, never a vomit. Alhamdulilah!

Did all shopping for the lil one, have thought about names, have even nick named itJ And guys guess what ? in matter of few days, I will be letting you know about the newbie!
I wish it be pink, an addition to my girls lobby!